First and formostly I'd like to congratulate myself on about two weeks without buying cigarettes...!
Yay me xD I'm not saying I havent smoked any...but still thats some improvement. And I havent gotten cloudy since last weekend so my goal to smoke "moderately" is actually happening.
In other news my entire family has found out that I am a casual weed smoker but I might as well be a meth head cos thats how they're acting towards me. My Abuela told me yesterday that if I keep smoking weed my teeth are going to all fall out. Shows how she doesnt know jack shit about maryjane.
This has spurred me to do some reasearch on the effects of smoking weed...! Which totally works towards my other goal to educate myself on the things that interest me.
This is an eye-opener. I mean it feels like smoking weed makes life more exciting and relaxing. But obviously its caused me more problems than blessings. Ive been kind of a fool. And I'll admit it when the time comes tomorrow during my little family intervention.
No fucking wonder my dad got mega pissed at me that one day he found out I smoke in my car.
Speaking of my father...once he found this out he offered to be my "guide" and invited me to move into his house. I'm sorry and I dont mean to sound ungrateful or unappreciative but no thank you. I mean if by guide he means a person that I look up to and trust and confide in and go to for advice then yeah I'm down! But my dad is kind of a tyrant and if I move in with him and his family he will treat me like a high-schooler and use everything in his power to control me. So thank you for opening your home to me Papi but I'm choosing to stay here and live with my Abuela. She may be uneducated about weed but overall she was right about it being bad for me. All it took was a little Google-ing to find out about all the shit it does.
I'd like to believe that I'm the exception...but at this point I know I have to let it go. At least for a while cos right now its causing major issues for my family. And I live with them so its the respectful thing to do. I just loathe the idea of people telling me what to do and how to live my life. And if I dont show them that I am self sufficient then they'll continue to torment me about everything.
lol for real tho
